Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Why Keep Up This Blog?

Some time ago I was somewhat contemplating discontinuing Katie's blog. We are coming up on the one year anniversary of Katie's surgery. One day last week I received an e-mail from someone we have never met before. Please take the time to read this e-mail. It answers the question: Why Keep Up This Blog?

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My name is Dawn and I am the mother of an 11-year old girl named Hayley. I came across Katie's Health Journal while doing some research on the internet.
Hayley has been on medication for complex partial seizures since she was 7 years old and was for the most part seizure-free until last year. In June, her dad and I realized she was having seizures when she slept--6 to 8 every night. She even has seizures when she lies down for a nap. Eventually, she started having them while she was awake, also.
Until this year, when she started in 6th grade, her epilepsy has not interfered with her schooling at all and she has been an A/B student. Unfortunately, a combination of medication side effects and the uncontrolled seizures is taking its toll on her schoolwork.
We have gone through trials of various anti-seizure meds at various doses, and nothing is controlling her seizures, although right now her daytime seizures are mostly controlled. Her local pediatric neurologist referred us to Dr. Chugani because he was out of ideas. According to Dr. Chugani, since she's failed so many different meds the odds are she will never be controlled on medications alone.
Right now, we are in the process of evaluating to see if she is a candidate for surgery at the Children's Hospital to remove the seizure focus, and hopefully one day be seizure free and medication free. She has had a video EEG and a PET scan, and there is a strong focus in the right temporal lobe. Her father and I, as well as Hayley, are very frightened about this possibility.
I realize the reason behind Katie's surgery was a tumor, so her situation is a little different than ours. However, it was very comforting to see how well she was doing after surgery and the immediate recovery period. If Hayley has the surgery, it would also be a 2-stage process with the grid mapping. I would like to use Katie's Health Journal to show my daughter how well she is doing now and hopefully ease some of her fears.
I hope you and your family continue to enjoy good health. I wanted you to know that Katie's story is still benefiting others.

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THAT'S WHY!

As long as this blog can be a blessing and an encouragement to folks like Dawn and her daughter Hayley, then I'll keep it up and running.

All because of God's Amazing Grace!!

Sunday, February 3, 2008

Song - Peace When I Leave It In Your Hands

PEACE (WHEN I LEAVE IT IN YOUR HANDS)
Verse 1
Time and time again I brought my burdens
I prayed and prayed that I could lay them down
But walked away still bearing on my shoulders
A heaviness and heartache You never meant for me to carry 'round
Chorus
But there's peace when I leave it in Your hands
Sweet peace when I leave it in Your hands
Just leave it there and never pick it up again
There's peace when I leave it in Your hands
Verse 2
I wouldn't say I've gained a lot of wisdom
Oh, but I have learned this much along the way
Lord, that You are always there to bear my burdens
At first I might not feel it but if I learn to trust You, come what may, I'll find...
Chorus
Bridge
When I'm tempted to doubt and question You
Lord, just keep reminding me
Chorus
Tag
Just leave it there and never pick it up again
There's peace when I leave it in Your hands

Saturday, February 2, 2008

Song - What God Whispers in the Night

What God Whispers in the Night
CHORUS
I am waiting for His whisper in the nightI'm depending on His word to give me lightI'm expecting a victory in this fightI am listening for what God whispers in the night
REPEAT CHORUS
VS 1
In the midst of tribulation, seems the darkness has no endWhen my light of faith is fragile like a candle in the windAll alone 'tho I'm surrounded by my friends and family dearIt's Your strong voice that comforts meYour voice that says "I'm near"..
CHORUS
VS 2
In your word I've found my hoperest from my afflictionevidence of faithfulness, abiding love and graceIt is in this lonely midnight that I've found my greatest treasurethe assurance that You hear me and that you see me in this place...
REPEAT CHORUS
Roger Bennett

Friday, February 1, 2008

Song - Stay Close To Me

STAY CLOSE TO ME
Verse 1
Lord, I knew a time like this would surely come my way
When in disbelief, I'd watch my whole life change
I thought I'd have the words to tell You how I feel
But the only thing my heart is telling me to say is
Chorus
Lord stay close to me, as I journey through the darkness of this great unknown
Lord, stay close to me, though I've place my faith in You, I feel so all alone
My heart trembles like a child as I walk each scary mile
And the only prayer my lips can find to speak is Lord, stay close to me
Verse 2
I guess that I could ask You for some miracle
To even take away this trial that I face
But Lord, I know that You alone know what I need
So would You hold me tight as I journey through this place
Chorus
Bridge
Oh Lord, when I'm so scared, please be there, Lord
So I can rest in the promise, the promise that You care
Lord I know that I can make it through if all I have is You
Chorus